This is my first post on blogspot EVER. I need a little bit of a cheer. That means that Renee Chow finally has something to read after her weeks of awaiting. I'm growing up. It's halfway to 30 for me now. There are so many things I feel like I have to achieve now that I'm this age. A startling one being that I should ask my first boy out. Ooo. I hear you. The others in the game are way ahead of me with their one guy and up in the last year. With that many "fish" out in the sea, I wonder what's holding me back. "Good girls always finish last"? [Ri's helpful suggestion]. But I don't really think I'm a good girl. I'm just a scaredy bat. .3. Who doesn't want to venture out and seize something that might end terribly. There are plenty of people in which I consider as "our boys" but no one has ever been my "MAN".
Ri says I need a first time relationship, to experience it. I'm still reluctant...=/ Do I have more to lose than gain or vise versa? That's the big question folks. If I go for it, I'm disrupting the natural balance and I'll probably screw up. Then the whole ruining of the balance will be in vain. There are just too many things that might go wrong, right?
Here's the list:
I might hurt people important to me
I might lose interest
I might get REJECTED
I might get dumped and become an emotional wreck
I might get dumped and become some vengeful, stalker deviant [scary]
It might be really awkward if we break up and we ever see each other again [this is actually funny xD]
I might be misunderstood [I might be accused of being a kniving bitch D:]
See, there are plenty of reasons there.
Now, pros:
I might really like that person
I will experience my first "relationship" [lol]
I might have something to look forward to enjoying everyday
I might form strong ties with this person
It might be something I remember for the rest of my life [unlikely, but possible]
It might be my life long relationship [lol, wtf. ]
I CAN BRAG THAT I ASKED A BOY OUT.
So, there we have it. I have made my first post. YAY! Will hope to post again soon. >w<
Ri says I need a first time relationship, to experience it. I'm still reluctant...=/ Do I have more to lose than gain or vise versa? That's the big question folks. If I go for it, I'm disrupting the natural balance and I'll probably screw up. Then the whole ruining of the balance will be in vain. There are just too many things that might go wrong, right?
Here's the list:
I might hurt people important to me
I might lose interest
I might get REJECTED
I might get dumped and become an emotional wreck
I might get dumped and become some vengeful, stalker deviant [scary]
It might be really awkward if we break up and we ever see each other again [this is actually funny xD]
I might be misunderstood [I might be accused of being a kniving bitch D:]
See, there are plenty of reasons there.
Now, pros:
I might really like that person
I will experience my first "relationship" [lol]
I might have something to look forward to enjoying everyday
I might form strong ties with this person
It might be something I remember for the rest of my life [unlikely, but possible]
It might be my life long relationship [lol, wtf. ]
I CAN BRAG THAT I ASKED A BOY OUT.
So, there we have it. I have made my first post. YAY! Will hope to post again soon. >w<
Signing off now,
Cman.
Cman.
