Quiz ;D

I started this yesterday, Here it is naoz.

2nd Post. WOW :D

Ideals of Carmen's perfect lover :) [No numbers means there is no priority over qualities (Y) SCRAM FTW]
I used someone as a reference to this. Good thing that the person I am describing will never see this : D Or they'd just be really scared of me forever and ever and ever. [If for some REALLY creepy reason they do. DNW, the good news for you is that I don't like you in that way. YAY (?) Just hope to stumble by someone who is like this and I like them. The following list disregards the usual obvious things e.g. Good hygiene/smell, etc.

• Athletic. :) And actually super pro at a sexy sport :D E.g. Tennis [how is tennis sexy you ask? I don't know, but it is, right? xD Volleyball? o.O DNO. ]
  
• Intelligent
• Abs of steel. LOLOL xD [I bet Ri just realised who I was describing. xDD] - not like "ripped" <-- Ew, but with ab, like? Uhh...Like slim, but muscular? Umm. LOLOL. Like high jumpers, tennis players kind of muscly? xD D'you know what, let's skip to the next point
• Ext. 2 Maths is sexy. Mmm.
  
• Cold. As in the temperature. Yeah, I need someone who is physically less warm than me. [Elena get why this, too. ] xDD
• Can lift me up without even flinching. Me = REALLY HEAVY. Therefore, this isn't that easy, really. And this probably also means biceps :D
• Someone who remembers stupid things I do or say and will tease me about them in the future
• Has a major character flaw [Yes, I find this attractive...xD] It makes me feel like this person needs me...? Or something totally dodgy like that. I help them get over their character flaw.
  
• Focused and ambitious...not so much it takes over their life, but enough so that they know what they want [aka the opposite of me :D This will help me grow as an individual. ]
• I will figure out more in the future : D

Come little children. When you have the time and you are totally bothered, so the same : D

Cman

iTunes Magic. [and a long post so Elena don't need to keep seeing her own face every time. ] :P

When you walked through the door

It was clear to me (clear to me)

You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see)

You’re a … rockstar (baby)

Everybody wants you (everybody wants you)

Player…Who can really blame you (who can really blame you)

We're the ones who made you

How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Jealousy...wil drive you...MAD

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill

Fifteen percent concentrated power of will

Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain

And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

Where'd you go?

I miss you so,

Seems like it's been forever,

That you've been gone,

Please come back home...

Everyone knows I'm in over my head

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage

Does it matter to know that we’ll never be, we’ll never be, we’ll never be?

We could pretend that we are friends tonight

And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright

Don’t look back got a new direction

It's the end of the world

And you've come back to me

In my dreams

And you hold me closer than I can ever remember being held

I'm not afraid to sleep now, if we can stay like this until

In my head I repeat our conversations

Over and over til they feel like hallucinations

You know me - I love to lose my mind

And every time anybody speaks your name I still feel the same

I ache, I ache, I ache inside

I like you better when you're not around

'Cause I feel

The distance

Between us

Could be over

With the snap of your finger

But I cashed in something long ago,

That I can't redeem.

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell

I'm talking to myself in public

Dodging glances on the train

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste

あなたがいないとイヤイヤって言えるわがまま

It'd be selfish of me to say I didn't want you to go.

(ずっと消えないように消さないように)

(I don't want you to go away, I won't get rid of you)

愛情、友情、知りたいことは何でも。

Love or friendship, I just want to know.

(曖昧すぎてわからないよ。)

(It's so vague, I just don't get it)

いつか心の奥のドアを叩くあなたを待っている

the door to my heart is waiting for you to knock it down.

何年たってもいつになってもやめないで

No matter how many years it takes,

Don't give up

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Why are you striving these days

Why are you trying to earn grace

Why are you crying

Let me lift up your face

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fall

And please don't fight

These hands that are holding you

Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby

是好是壞問方文山最清楚

Whether it's good or bad, Vincent Fang knows it best

妳/你的一切都想要

I want every bit of you

这样的节奏 谁都无可奈何

This kind of rhythm would leave anyone helpless

没有你以后 我灵魂失控

Without you, my soul goes out of control

我不 我不 我不要再想你~~

I don't, I don't, I don't want to think of you anymore

牛仔很忙的

The cowboy is very busy

也許時間是一種解藥

Maybe time is an antidote

也是我現在正服下的毒藥

Or the poison I'm taking right now

看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著

Without seeing your smile, how can I sleep?

你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到

Your voice is so close yet I cannot hug you

沒有地球太陽還是會繞

The sun will continue orbiting even without the Earth existing

沒有理由我也能自己走

I can walk away from you without a reason

蓬頭隨著音樂節奏擺動

Swing my windswept, messy head to the rhythm of the music

要讓這個Party擁有意義非凡的感動

Wanna let this party move you in an extraordinary way

夏天的風 吹得我們全身放鬆

The summer wind blows, making our bodies relax and let loose

Unscrupulous. Just as I expected.

Thoughtful Reminder of the Day: Practice what you preach. A.K.A. If you talk it, walk it out.

I realised that I'm not what I thought I was/am today. I didn't do what my reminder says, so, I need to remind all you lovely people to not do something that seems like a good idea at the time, but is in fact definitely and absopositively something you will regret doing later, then wonder why you did it in the first place. Now for me, there are 2 explicitly apparent reasons that make be concluded. First, it would have been blind curiousity. Commit a few wrongs instead of the right and see where that would go for me. The second, I'm getting rabies from a bite I got from a very mysterious Green Eyed Monster. [As much as I try to not admit it. ] Or third, though not so obvious, may be that I was drunk dialing. I wasn't completely in the right mind when it happened. Perhaps a little intoxicated. Conciousness swirlling into a minestrone mess in my mind. Either way, I guess it was inexcusable.

I could now apologise straight away and be insecurely honest, but it definitely isn't the right moment to that. This will definitely not quell my issue or anyone else's in fact. It would get surprisingly complicated. There would be so many questions and no courage to answer them and it is definitely not under this situation that I would like to answer those questions. An apology is all I could offer.

Sorry. I'm sorry I can't explain. I'm sorry that this even happened. When I finally become less cowardly, it will be time to own up. When I watch dramas I wonder why people don't just tell the truth and let nature take its course, well, now I know. It's because nature is complicated and sometimes [well almost all the time for me. ] I get scared of what I don't know and I was always right to be scared. [Apparently. ]

Guys, you're not me. You don't be too late and miss the risky oppotunity that would have been the right one to take and make the wrong choices. Will be working towards a mental resolution. Wish me luck. [More than when you guys wish me pre-Westpac. ]

Cman

I edited Weep again. I get creepier with time D:

LOOK, I edited Reap's picture. [she will hurt me when she sees this. :P]

"In my head I repeat our conversations
Over and over til they feel like hallucinations
You know me - I love to lose my mind
And every time anybody speaks your name
I still feel the same
I ache, I ache, I ache inside"


"Now, I'm looking for the secret
But I won't find it.
Because I'm not-really-looking.
I really don't want to know the secret.
I want to be FOOLED. "


Maybe I want to be happy.
But I'm not really?
Now genuine am I?

Concussion. LOLOLOL :P

Thoughtful Reminder of the Day: Avoid activities which promote concussions. [it sounded more thoughtful in my head..actually, no it didn't]

DNW my beautiful people. I am not planning to get concussed any time soon. If it does happen, it will be purely accidental. I was just thinking about concussion inducing activities D:

Uhh...Yesterday? Good day. A lot of positivity driving me now. D'you know what? I am actually happy, that or I'm just confused at the concept of happy. o.O Makes me smile at the very least. Think it calms me to know they didn't get away and it's not for me to direct. I feel like...? I guess, I have a change of direction to what I want. The faster they get over the koi, I'll get over it and the happpier they are, the happier I am. At first I thought maybe I wouldn't "be down with it" [lol, gangster?]/may kill me [dnw, not suicidal...lolol], but that's also part of the relief. I'm fine :)

"Please cut the chase and get to the point. No one likes playing the waiting game. "

Never Forget Everyone :)

Thoughtful reminder of the day: If you truly love someone, you will be happy when they are :)

Quick summary of yesterday. I slept really early the day before, so I woke up at 4:30-ish [earlier than today :D]. Surf the net [and read all your blogs about the weekend. Dad had day off so he kind of kicked me out of the house at like 7:18...? Got to school and 1st period was EH. Wasn't in the mood for work, but I did do it. :) 2nd was IPT. Boring. Edited Ash. LOLOLOL :P Recess we had chatty chats. Read other's blogs to discover content of talks. 3rd was Maths ;D I actually did work, for the first time of the term. :) Started stats. [2 topics behind "good" classes D:] We definitely need Mr. [awesome] Greengard back. We were like 1 topic ahead of everybody last year...:( Ahhh....then came lunch. I actually ate a lot today =/ Got more sauce for Fish Roll thing cuz it was PHAIL .3. More chatting. See other's blog again for content.

Begugu had a squishy tennis raquet for...how'd you guess, tennis. :P I had a lot of fun at tennis today. The instructor guy was funny :) Played fail community. [First one out :D?] Went to station and found out that Luke was taking NSB exam. Like woah? o.o Then waited for Btown. :) Took to Lidcombe and then Sydenham. YAY. Took it with Luke and WEEP :)

Went home; watched TV; and then slept until...one and a half hours ago :)

So, remember :) Keep smiling. And be happy for your loved ones sweeties :)

Cman