Thoughtful Reminder of the Day: Practice what you preach. A.K.A. If you talk it, walk it out.
I realised that I'm not what I thought I was/am today. I didn't do what my reminder says, so, I need to remind all you lovely people to not do something that seems like a good idea at the time, but is in fact definitely and absopositively something you will regret doing later, then wonder why you did it in the first place. Now for me, there are 2 explicitly apparent reasons that make be concluded. First, it would have been blind curiousity. Commit a few wrongs instead of the right and see where that would go for me. The second, I'm getting rabies from a bite I got from a very mysterious Green Eyed Monster. [As much as I try to not admit it. ] Or third, though not so obvious, may be that I was drunk dialing. I wasn't completely in the right mind when it happened. Perhaps a little intoxicated. Conciousness swirlling into a minestrone mess in my mind. Either way, I guess it was inexcusable.
I could now apologise straight away and be insecurely honest, but it definitely isn't the right moment to that. This will definitely not quell my issue or anyone else's in fact. It would get surprisingly complicated. There would be so many questions and no courage to answer them and it is definitely not under this situation that I would like to answer those questions. An apology is all I could offer.
Sorry. I'm sorry I can't explain. I'm sorry that this even happened. When I finally become less cowardly, it will be time to own up. When I watch dramas I wonder why people don't just tell the truth and let nature take its course, well, now I know. It's because nature is complicated and sometimes [well almost all the time for me. ] I get scared of what I don't know and I was always right to be scared. [Apparently. ]
Guys, you're not me. You don't be too late and miss the risky oppotunity that would have been the right one to take and make the wrong choices. Will be working towards a mental resolution. Wish me luck. [More than when you guys wish me pre-Westpac. ]
I realised that I'm not what I thought I was/am today. I didn't do what my reminder says, so, I need to remind all you lovely people to not do something that seems like a good idea at the time, but is in fact definitely and absopositively something you will regret doing later, then wonder why you did it in the first place. Now for me, there are 2 explicitly apparent reasons that make be concluded. First, it would have been blind curiousity. Commit a few wrongs instead of the right and see where that would go for me. The second, I'm getting rabies from a bite I got from a very mysterious Green Eyed Monster. [As much as I try to not admit it. ] Or third, though not so obvious, may be that I was drunk dialing. I wasn't completely in the right mind when it happened. Perhaps a little intoxicated. Conciousness swirlling into a minestrone mess in my mind. Either way, I guess it was inexcusable.
I could now apologise straight away and be insecurely honest, but it definitely isn't the right moment to that. This will definitely not quell my issue or anyone else's in fact. It would get surprisingly complicated. There would be so many questions and no courage to answer them and it is definitely not under this situation that I would like to answer those questions. An apology is all I could offer.
Sorry. I'm sorry I can't explain. I'm sorry that this even happened. When I finally become less cowardly, it will be time to own up. When I watch dramas I wonder why people don't just tell the truth and let nature take its course, well, now I know. It's because nature is complicated and sometimes [well almost all the time for me. ] I get scared of what I don't know and I was always right to be scared. [Apparently. ]
Guys, you're not me. You don't be too late and miss the risky oppotunity that would have been the right one to take and make the wrong choices. Will be working towards a mental resolution. Wish me luck. [More than when you guys wish me pre-Westpac. ]
Cman
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