Thursday, March 25, 2010

For the Sake of Staying in Her Good Book : P

This blog goes out to my little REAPEH [rerenah ; D] (because I will be removed from her blog if I do not blog : ( fairenuff. .3. )

Thoughtful Reminder of the Day: Reality is what makes people work hard. Without reality, there is no legitimate competition and motivation. Thinking about what you've got (or haven't) in life makes you work hard.

Well this has been a LONG week. A week of cheap thrills and spills. Staying up late, getting up late and thinking to myself. : P It's really tired me out! Reading through everyone's blog/team effort, I've noticed that we're changing
more than ever and that we're going to need each other more than ever. Guys! I promise to be there for you, however busy I am. My commitment to you guys as a friend is more important than any other commitment I've got. I'd give up what ever I can for all of you. I PROMISE WITH ALL MY HEART. I don't break promises to myself. I'll always put you guys ahead of me. I think I lost sight of that this week and I'm sorry.

Sometimes it might seem like you guys don't know what I'm thinking and that I don't want to tell you guys anything. I apologise if that troubles and worries you guys! You guys know I'm too HC (srsly not really LOL)/introverted to talk about my feelings. Haha. : P A hug will do just fine if you ever notice that I'm a little down. Knowing you're there makes me feel special enough to get other any problems! I just need that intervention of reality to get my spirits up again.

Maths exam tomorrow. Wish you guys the best! It's my last exam and the week's finished! I'm extremely excited. Begugu, you deserve to enjoy our free period in third. I forgot to say this aloud to you a couple of weeks ago, but THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO. You always put us before you and work your hardest for us. I need to legit-ly thank you tomorrow because I really don't do it enough to your face. What you did on that free was not worth crying about, it wasn't your fault and you did great. DOMO ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU. I can't spell Jap anymore. : /

Enough with the sappy stuff! On a sidenote, I need to intake more fibre. I'm eating too much junk...protein, carbs, sugars, fat....all that jazz. Just not fibre. The best cereal is mixing Nutri-grain and Coco Pops. Love it. : ) Cereal is relevant because it has fibre. I should start eating brekky. I should go to Coles later tonight for cereal. I'm starving! I eat next to nothing these days. Good thing my parents just got home to make me food! Yay.

[Sidetracked by Facebook, but now returned. ]My headache is back. The Panadoolz must have wore off. Or, though doubtfully, has not kicked in yet. I don't feel like appearing online today. I'm just so tired. My energy has been wasted on my pulse beating too quickly today. I had/questionably still have that type of nervous sinking feeling in my stomach and it hasn't gone away for a couple of days. It's loosened up a little now. These few days, I lost a part of me that is/was distinctly me; the ability to stay grounded. I'm feeling better now and my heads much clearer. Thanks for being patient with me, guys.

Musical tomorrow, too. Musical's always a nice way to finish the week. What better way than singing it out? Honestly, there is none. : ) ...well as far as my life will ever go. [loolz...] It truly is one of the highlights of my week alongside tute and various moments of school. [Headache gone! : O] Thank you, musical for making my life all that more special and enjoyable. Part of what I love about musical is that it's so chill. There's no hurry...well when you're doing something you enjoy, there seems to be no hurry.

Anyways. The smell of food outside is making my stomach growl and digest itself [feel free to ewwwwww! D: at that : P] so I'm going to stop! I hope this was long and satisfying enough for Reapy. : ) Love you lots! Get happy ma petite. You have so much to live for. : )

Na'vi rules my life [and Renweeb's arm! Aha!]

Care for all of you with my life,
c-mun

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